Jump

Jump is a sing that I got from my most recent rollarcoaster ride with a girl friend. To this day I am in love with this girl. I dint know what it is about her but something she does or something he is just makes me love her. Well the story starts about a year ago when I first started liking her. She was dating this guy and she had a lot if trouble with it. Because she was one of my best friends I wanted to help her. I put my feeling for her aside and tried to help her with her relationhip. I wanted her to break up with him so bad so I could have a chance but I didn't think that's what he wanted so I kept quiet. I listened to what she had to say and I gave her my thoughts on what she should do. Stupidly I wasn't bias in this and tried to ind out what she wanted. Listening to her just made me fall harder for her.

Summer time. I hadn't talked to her in a couple weeks I'm lazy in the summer. Some stuff had happened like I met a girl at work who I kind of liked and she liked me. So we went on a couple dates and hooked up once (ick lol). Since the other girl was my best friend when I saw her during an extra course you can take durin the summer I told her about her. At this point she was single but at the same time I had given up ever being with her. The day after I tell her about rachel (the girl from work) her x boyfriend comes to pick her up from summer school (sounds bad but It is a summer health course one that isn't worth taking during the year). That day she gets back together with him. That night I'm talking to her and I decided to tell her how I feel. I'm thinking what the hell she's back with him and I have a girl so I'll just tell her I like her. So I tell her that I've liked her a long time but I'm really happy she's back with her boyfriend and I hope he males her happy. And then the first of the big bomb drops. The only reason she asked her x out again was because she thought I didn't like her. Suprised I didn't know what to say. We talked about it for a while and came to the conclussion that it's best if she stays with her x but now current boyfriend because it's nit fair to him to be used like that. I didn't think that if she liked me she should go into a relationship in the first place. I was just dating but nothing official (I realize that doesn't make it right and I still feel bad for dating Rachel). So I had her in my grasps but I let her go.

The school year. We are both single and we are aware of each others feelings. So I do what any normal boy would do and I ask her out. The catch I dated her friend a while back not for a long time though. When we start dating I find out her friend had no idea what was going on. I didn't think that was right so I told her she should tell her friend so her friend wouldn't be pissed. The next day we break up. Her friend was pissssedddd. So we came to the conclussion that it was in our best interests that we don't date for a while. I had asked her out second period on day in school, we broke up second period the next. w00t exactly one day.

This girl is one who does not like to displease other people. She doesn't like to make other people upset. And the thought of her dating me upset her friends. I'm not a bad guy but they were pissed I had dated her friend. So she didn't know what to do. She told me she loved me but she didn't know what to do. There was one friend in particular, let's call her Brie for now, that was really against it. And Brie was her best friend but she was so pissed and defensive about her (for reasons I will share later). We had this long phone call about what we should do and I told her if she wanted to be with me she should just forget everything else and just jump.

A lit has happened since then but I looked back at this situation and decided to write a song about it. And I named it jump

Wait a moment wait right there
Look at me as I look at you
Feel the way you make me feel
Take the jump you've never taken before.

Can you promise me you'll never leave?
Can you promise me you'll be mine?
Never mind the things around
Take my hand and jump

Never in life have there been someone like you
You are there in everything that I do
Knowing you are there to catch me when i fall
Anything you want I'll give it my all


Wait a moment, wait right there
Let me tell you how much I care
Fell the way you make me feel
When I'm with you I know it's real.

Where ever you are and what ever you do
I want you to know my heart is with you
I know right now that we're apart
But it's been the same since the start
All you have to do is jump